I've been in The Word a lot more lately. Mainly because I have an iPhone, and there's an app for that. Secondly, I've heard The Voice. Often and loud. Let me take a step backwards, so you can understand where this is coming from.
I boycotted church in a method to see if "Christ would find me" so to speak Thru this, I've realized the intensely personal nature of spiritual growth, so much that I've gotten into "The Flow" it's a fascinating experience.
Now I know I'm at the next level and I understand what momentum can do for you. I don't have time to question the past, the future is now.